Ever felt who would be bothered if you were to die this very moment and feel so terrible when you realise no-one? Ever scared to think of life without few people and all of sudden you are in that situation? Ever trusted people more than yourself and found the same people at loss of trust with you for no reason whatsoever?
Ever felt let down in the phrase's truest sense when you all you have ever done is back them up? Have you ever felt that after two decades of your life you are back to where you were? Have you ever, ever hired an assasin to kill your own self? and you supplied the gun too?
Today, I have answered all of this above questions a YES. I feel terrible about it. I dont know if I am/was right or wrong... I dont know if I should be angry or depressed... Should start all over again or just leave hopes... Should I confront them or behave as if nothing as happened... Should I.... I dont know what to say or do....
For the time being I am holding myself back...And its not out of choice...
Its because I dont have any other choice...................
4 comments:
It happens sometimes..but just look around..and u'll definitely
find some1...for whom u matter a lot... so just cheer up..!!!:)
Its not about finding someone for whom I matter...
I am always cheered up!!!
Hi Chirag I am Parag ..
and I am in the same shoes as you were in .. dont know what to do .. feeling exactly the same as u were !!
I hope u came out of that ..
Hey, Parag!!!
I am pretty much out of it. In fact doing good. Holding back gave me a lot of room to hit back...:)
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