Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Support or the lack of it!!!!

Its very frustrating sometimes when you get what you feel is the biggest opportunity of your life but no-one around approves of it. There is no support whatsoever. Everyone opines against it and thinks you are a fool for supporting it. Its a dilemma for you and people who care for you. They advice you against it. You feel you should take it and move ahead. What's to be done?

I would take it. I would take it for a sole reason. I have this attitude/mentality about life that I don't want to regret what I did in the past. If you ask me, I don't regret that I failed for a year in my bachelors. That gave me strength and determination to be where I am now. And certainly I dont think I am in a bad position. With that aim in my life, I am ready to take on the big responsibility. I dont want to regret tomorrow that I had "the opportunity" and I dint grab it. How many times have we seen people waiting their entire life for an opportunity and still not get it?

Of course, I might fail. And you never learn without failures. It would really have been nice and helpful if I Had all your support. But I understand you have your own opinions and I respect that. I am taking that positively as well. I think, no support means I will have to earn everything by myself and that wouldn't be bad, you see...Finally to conclude, "All credits in case of success to you and all responsibilities in case of failure are mine."

Hope that helps!!!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Whats your opinion?

Its two months to graduation. And I am totally confused.

So confused that I cant think rationally anymore. What should I do? Take up a job (which I don't want to. But, I need the money.) ? Should I go back home and immerse myself in my start up project? (Ohhh yeah!!! Thats what I need the money for if I take up a job.)

I wish life was as simple as the problem above. But those were just general questions. The more complex part is coming your way.

What kind of resume should I prepare? Where do I start applying? What about relocation? WHat about my Visa status? What kind of salary should I expect?

If I go back home, where would I begin with towards my project? What would I do till the time it starts picking up pace?What kind of experience would I need?

Ohhh wait... What work experience should I put in my resume? WH not try to take up a job in field I am planning my start up?

Freak!!!! What about dad? What might be his opinion? what if he asks me to get into his business?

Business!!! How will I expand mine? What kind of exams might I have to go through?

Exams!!!! When is the freaking mid semesters? How am I going to study? How will I finish my project?

Project!!!! Ohhh god... When will I finish the project at my workplace? Deadline is in two weeks?

so on so on so on...

So many questions... no specific answers....

"Whats your opinion?" I keep on asking this to all my near ones.... I am so confused.
and trust me, I am enjoying it....